update for today
I know I promised I would write about three years ago today, but my head hurts too badly to make very many coherent phrases. I keep thinking the pain will let up, but each time i sit in the computer chair or recliner for more than a few minutes, it returns with a vengance. i don't care if i'm getting sick, just as long as Granny doesn't get whatever I have. I think I've eaten more today than I have in the past couple days, so that nixes Granny's theory that the reason I have such a bad headache is because my body wants food. If anything the food just makes my nausea worse, but I can't make her understand that. I do my best to try to keep her from worrying, but that's almost impossible. I know I shouldn't complain because there are so many who have things so much worse than I do, but I'm so frustrated with myself because I'm not coping with this pain better. I think I could deal better if the pain didn't filter into my sleep and my dreams. :(